Currently, my mundane life, it isn’t complicated, I get up, sit in the passenger seat, travel all day, make dinner, clean up, go to bed then start it all over again the next day. My spiritual journey is complicated, I ask myself philosophical questions ALL THE TIME!
My mundane life used to be VERY complicated, so complicated that I was not able to keep up with it, but I didn’t have much of a spiritual life. I was often to exhausted to pursue anything but my dinner, the couch and the TV.
When I was in the corporate world, I worked 24/7. Even on my days off I couldn’t relax or do anything because I was so traumatized by my job. My boss didn’t make it easy on me to do my job which made it that much harder.
I did not realize how traumatic my job was until I changed course in my life journey. Its amazing how much a person doesn’t know until they change direction. It has happened to me more than once in the career I chose and the people I have worked for.
It took me about a year and a half to stop jumping and getting physically ill when the phone rang. About that much time to be able to relax and sleep well. I now don’t need my bite guard at night because I stopped grinding my teeth due to stress.
I wish I knew a lot of what I know now in my 20s or 30s. I think I would have done things differently. But as it is, I can’t so I can just move forward. I am grateful I know what I know now then instead of my 70s or 80s.
One of these days I will find my purpose and a balance but for now, I pursue learning both spiritual and mundane. Thank you for reading.
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